The Unloved

+ Stupid Blockbuster and their "no more late fees". BULL SHIT! I saw I Love Hukabees the other day. Jude Law was beautiful as always. So I went to the copic marker website today and found out that I have to save a whole lot of money if I really want those manga markers! That's trouble for me. Money burns a hole in my pocket and there are so many other things I want to buy. Guess I have to choose what's more important to me; my career, or my fun time...

Katrina is getting really serious about starting our band now. I don't know if I really want to start. I mean, I do because I love music and I love to sing and it would be cool to play in front of people and have them sing along and yadi ya, but what happens when that's all over? I mean, this is life we're talking about here, what if we don't make it? I don't want to gamble my life away like that. If we don't make it or even if we do, it would be hard for me to get a real job after it's all over because I won't want to go to school or anything anymore. So I don't know if I want to take my chances with this. She wants to go to this Band Camp where we record our own cd and make our own music video. That's cool, but like I said...maybe she's so serious about it now because she's young and doesn't know what she want's to do with the rest of her life yet. Or maybe she thinks that since she's still in school, she can easily just have her parents take care of her if we don't do so hot. I don't know. But I rather not just throw away my life like that...guess I'll just play along for the time being. Since it's summer and there's really nothing going on.